Come Undone

Have you ever stared into nothing but found some answers you were looking for? Have you ever been indifferent to pain or pleasure; not because you are stoic but because after a point it doesn't matter? have you ever found truth in the most outrageous satire and even worse, accept it because you didn't stop yourself before?...I am so confused and dazed...because if the answer to any of these question is a "Yes"...how do you define a boundary? Who am I or is it more like what am I? How do you know where to start?